Just pray. I am an emotional wreck today. I just can't stop crying.
Dear man down the street passed away yesterday (he was 98), found out about another child (distantly related to me) who was beaten by his father (this is 2 children I have known distantly in less than 2 weeks). She died a few hours later in the ER at 5 months old (happened at the family renunion).
I almost went to the the ER myself in pain last night. Felt like the worst charlie horses you can imagine, but it the very pit of the stomach.
Didn't get but 4 hours sleep last night (went to sleep around 7). Tub is going out today (so lots of noise, saws cutting, hammers, etc). Elijah is scared and screaming, the noise is driving me up the wall (then Elijah's screaming on top). I can't get out as I have so much pain meds in me and dad needs my help occassionally.
Dealing with bills, not knowing where money is going to come from, being sued by 3 drs, now got to have a wisdom tooth extraction because when I had the endoscopy, they broke my wisdom tooth.
And I am probably about to start my period tomorrow. So PMS on top of this. Also, I missed 2 days of my depression med thinking I didn't have any. Called the drug store and they said I filled it. I did, but didn't remember it - just found it. I put it in another bag with meds that got auto filled and didn't need right then.